well perhaps the more little IMs we have the more I'll realize she doesnt need me. and... if the friendship isnt gonna happen again.. ig uess that;d make it easier... her other friends probalby helped her more than i did.. andi prob dont wanna know why she doesnt talk to them anymore:-\.. and maybe the xmas present is a really bad idea.. i hope she doesnt thank me for it, or say anything about it...
i just shouldnt have said anything cu znow hse prob feel obligated to make a comment... but, er, im dumb sometimes. I get so blind with happiness... (well.. not HAPPINESS that other people think of...) that i just do things