I wonder how often she thinks about our friendship.. like i dont think she thinks about it a lot.. i dont really think about it A LOT.. but when i come to the time in the day when i think about things that bother me... this i think about.. obviously or else i wouldnt write in here... but she does a good job at showing that she doesnt care perhaps.. or not care but... that she doesnt really think about it.
i actually am kinda wondering why she is giving me another chance.. i've never been listed as one of the best friends shes ever had... so why give me another chance?
i mean.. i kinda hope i was one of her good friends.. cuz she def was one of my closest friends over the summer.. but.. she seemed to get over it pretty quick.. or she hid it really well...