idk.. the convos are weird with her.. like tonight i had a real hard time trying to talk to her.. cuz i put so much effort into making sure i dont say the wrong thing.. cuz i lways go back to the old way we talked.. where i coudl say just about anything.... and im really afraid im gonna say the wrong thing.. just cuz.. im so comfortable and i just get so... idk happy that i froget we are different...
idk.. i just hope the convos will continue cuz i really do enjoy them.. whether she talks about personal stuff or not.. its nice.. cuz either tho there is still a whole in my life and eveyrhting
it sounds so dumb but.. seriously like.. holy moly.. she was in my life A LOT. like.. whether we were iming online every night for hours.. or whether i was at her house for hours a night... idk.. when i write out everything about all my friends... ill have to finish this tomorrow.. kate and guy are in bed..:-\