I wonder if she ever talks to her parents about things.. and im guessing if she does they cant COMPLETELY hate me anymore... since her lovely father decided to have me do all his shopping for him last night... hah. That was fun.. Lil Amanda was trying to keep me away cuz it was kinda sad.. and he came around the corner, AH just the person I was looking for... and then i found his items... i was kinda worried tho.. cuz it already smelled like booze... then he bought more..
i wonder if.... hes out of control at all... I remember when Brit mentioned some things to me many years ago.. hah... it really worried me and Chels rang him up and i helped bag.. I gave him my discount.. hah. IDK why but... i guess I felt by helping her dad I was giving something back to her.. but.. selling her dad booze.. hah I really wish we could have refused. I guess he was in oklahoma and got delayed.. so perhaps thats why he seemed to already be drinking. or maybe he wasnt, and i just smell it anyways.. who knows.
Oh well, I began to make her an xmas present.. then realized that was a bad idea... cuz.. Im the one that was a bitch.. and id love to IM her and be like, fine occaiosnlaly IMing.. but NOT if its gonna piss me off... but id love to ask her how the games went, etc... but im sure she'd piss me off if i IMed her and said we could talk, she probably likes it better this way, cuz now im the bad guy and stopping us from talking.. but.. seriously, we need to clear shit up, so i gotta stay strong and stay away...