oh my frickin goodness... did i just totally make myself feel like the biggest ass ever.. like i really hate myself right now.. so im looking at Ralph Waldo Emerson Quotes.. cuz hes awesome.. and i came across a quote about heroes... and i remember her paper 7th grade year... i believe she wrote about me being her hero... i think... im pretty fuckin sure.. i always owndered if she did but im pretty sure she told me she dide...
i seriously feel so horrible right now.. i went from hero to zero.. but i deserved it... well shes giving me another chance.. and i'll do anything to get back to that spot.. but.. without a clean slate.. could she really ever let me get back to that point..?