Sunday, December 4, 2005

Giving up is what I'm used to.
I hate you for ruining it for me. I used to love softball it was what i lived for, thanks to you, I hate it..

This is what absolutely kills me.. cuz now that i really can legitimately help her... i fucked it up so i cant.. i could help her like softball again.. im pretty sure im ont the one who made her hate it.. and im pretty sure i know who is making her hate it.. and im kinda hating her too... cuz i know how much kiddo liked softball.. but then again.. did she like softball then.. or did she just like softball with this person?
but yah like i said.. i could help he rwith this now... im in sports psych, ive read a book on mental shit, and i;ve taken tons of psych classes that deal with getting out of the rut or changing perspectives from negaative to positive.. i really need to get the shit beat out of me for fuckin this up.

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