Wednesday, December 7, 2005

So much for her being the liar it was really him..
dumbass

Yah pretty sure thats about the zach thing.. cuz she just IMed me to tell me that hes a huge liar.. he was trying to sleep with.. i think she named off... 5 girls at the same time.. like WTF.. how does he fuckin pull that off... like time wise... hah.. but no seriously.. er. I wish i could teach him a lesson... but theres nothing i can do.... :-\ i mean at least now the word will get out that he's a horrible guy..
i mean i fuckin told peope what the war was and no one believed me.. but then again.. Em isnt the greatest person around these days:-( (Whole other horribly depressing ending friendship story) but.. maybe if i told the right people... but eh oh well. It'll catch up to him pretty quick.. too bad more didnt happen with the law.. cuz he really does need to be smartened up. i should have.. idk.. hah. at least i didnt become just a tally mark!
I hope she didnt either...:-\ she said she didnt really get hurt, that he only hurt himself.. so i hope thats the truth.. but im not trusted so she may be shielding herself from me.. omg i love psych classes... this is a random thought.. but like... when i look back on some things we talked about... i can label events and behaviors now.. like when teachers bring it up i will be like OMG and pull a memory up that worked.
and i dont mean bad things! good things too, coping strategies, stages in peoples lives.. its cool shit.
tonights convo reminded me of the good ol days:-) well it hasnt ended yet.. so lets hope it ends well also.. but then again.. not all of ours did end happily.. hah.. but this is giving me a smile.. im supposed to be playing hot shots bball with carlye right now.. buts she gonna have to wait:-)
eh that killed it a bit

the she isnt me
oh well, as long as the he is zach!! thats all i care aobut.. see i keep forgetting its not how it was.. im not trusted.. im not gonna make the profile in a good way!... im so fuckin weird right now.. omg.
ok so yah back to our convo that im having with her right now... haha yah its nice.. but i like honestly(..owie owie.. back pain!! owie.. wtf is wrong with me!!!!) keep forgetting.. its not how it was.. shes probably only telling me this cuz i was involved.. thats it.. now well go another.. who knows how long til we talk again but... this was nice... cuz i missed her...:-)

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