it looks to me like we arent gonna become friends again.. or even if we are i'd have to be super woman to prove to her i care... and.. idk if i can put all that energy in again.. or maybe im just saying that cuz of my state.. well.. ill start letting go... and even if we do become friends again.. it can be rebuilt.. but.. i need to start letting go.. maybe starting over from both sides would be even better.. that is if i still have another chance.. gotta love how her and i wont really talk about the issue... i kinda wish we could just throw everything out and see where we end up
like.. even if we write it.. if we both sit in a room together or not even idk even online.. just both send what we want.. and see where it gets us.. i would prob say, another chance, but a real other chance.. no second guessing every 2 minutes.. either give me another chance or dont. and she'd prob go... well i really hate you but you make me feel bad.. and that would solve that...