Sunday, December 25, 2005

OMG... so idk if I should use this as a Zach journal also.. but.. er. I need to write about this... so... Friday night.. I worked.. well like all fuckin Friday... I went in 10-1220.. then babysat jakob til 340... even tho i was supposed to be back 10min beofre that! then stayed at Rite Ais til 7... and around like... 630ish or maybe a little before Zach and that girl thats supposedly not dating him anymore comes in... now Im pretty sure this was a semi-intentional act..
cuz.. it was in my away message i was working.. and he bought like.. body wash or something really lame.. and the whole time he was in there it kept looking at me.. and so didthe little creature.
soo unfortunately i tried to get away and ended up right up front behind the registers... when Zach and the creature checked out.. cuz shane was asking me something.. now i guess chels made a joke and so they were laughing at her.. which just bugged me anyway AND i wanted to tell that boy to get a fuckin haircut.
but.. so they were talking for a bit, adn i went to walk away, like.. out by the entrance and they were fuckin leaving so i waited and let them walk in front of me and just kept my head down.. and lil amanda(shes awesoem:-)) was like.. in the main aisle watching me.. so they walk by and start walking out....
in the foyer.. the fucking little creature giggles turns to zach and says, boy that was awkward.. turns back and looks... at me... and then giggles at zach again.. so... hah.. do to my lovely state... i fuckin turn towards the door and just stare her down.. and ah.. hah. poor lil amanda runs over, MEGAN MEGAN, DUDE 5 IS CCCAAALLLLIIINNGGG OUR NAMES... and gummy bears, etc.. other stuff to get me to come back. hah.
it was mighty scary cuz... i dont usually care what happens to me.. usually i only get in that zone when people threaten my friends... but.. i think.. that zach just... idk he caused so many problems with me and other people... and he caused me so much confusion with stuff.. and hes so fuckin good at irritating people with little things.. like, just cutting people off at their knees.. that.. idk if i could ever see him again and not want to slap him..
he embodies just like.. all my pet peeves... so its pretty easy to hate him and want to punch him in the face!... but... idk its just sad how much things change.. just how friggin fast time goes by:-\... especially when things have changed... and people changed too..

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