I know this journal isnt for this purpose.. but i deleted the aimjournal thing off my other sn and i havent set up my sn that was meant for my other journal yet.. so i will have to do this in here... so... well... i guess i dont even really have to type much... except... I miss Timmy..... a lot... and... Im really confused about what happened after he died with Kel.... and.... im pretty sure she wants nothing to do with me...... cuz my mom told me this morning the legal war is over.... so... and it has been for a whle.. its been over since before i emailed her.. .so i think her lawyer lied.. she obviously just doesnt care anymore... which really hurts bad since ive spent the past 22months with an aching heart waiting to get my aunt back.... and now... i realize its not gonna happen... yah.. happy fuckin holidays..