i guess im just kinda bummed out cuz i know that she doesnt NEED me... and even if she thinks she does... i really dont.. i mean.. nobody REALLY needs anybody.. they can always survive without someone... but.. I must say i was bummed out cuz i think i needed her more than she needed me....
I wonder what happened between her an dher best friend... cuz shes giving me anotehr chance cuz she knows how it feels with her best friend... so i guess something bad happened there... and i feel really bad for her if shes going thru that pain:-\



idk though.. i still kinda have harsh feelings cuz we've been through so many others things.. like.. why this one?? why is this the problem that really destroyed the friendship... i felt like i got the short end of the deal.. im sure i cant remember everything i've done to her but.. i can think of a few situations where... i really wanted to jsut move on and not talk again.. for my own good.. but every person views every problem differently... so like i said.. im cool with whatever she decides. she had quite a big role in my life, which ididnt realize until it was left empty..