....to go get the present.. or not go get it.... I dont want it to be taken as a way to get the friendship back.. but I dont want to be completely blown off either... idk... I dont mind spending the money to make her happy... but.. i just kinda wish i could know what i did that was so bad she doesnt even wanna see me... and i kinda wish i had known that before I went to her house in October... hah. Well... I'll have to decide ASAP if thats what I wanna do... sighs..
I just wish things coudl get cleared up....
thatd make one less problem... especially when this problem coudl be solved easily... i could just do as others say... and walk away.. and NOT look back... but... they dont get it... at all... I am JUST getting it.. hell.. IDK if Brit even understands everything... thats why clearing up would be nice.. hah.. if i could say some things.
well not some things.. i kno wi can say some.. but certain things may never be spoken. Well perhaps if the friendship rebuilds.. and we dont clear thigns up.. that'd be better.
who knows... im just lost... hah.