i didnt really get time to write before work today.. i keep trying to work on my room and get nowhere.. and im still thinking about what to write about... im still reflecting.. and cant quite get it out into words yet.. hah.. which is ridiculous i know but... there's a lot to think about.. and to reflect on.. so im expecting another SUPER long entry when i get home tonight from work.. but i better go shower, since i need to be AT work in... 55min.. hah.