aaww.... I just remembered when she used to come into work and visit me... like after practice or something... id turn around BAM, theres my little brittles... I guess its true when they say you dont realize what you have til its gone. I guess I never really realized how she was such a big part in my life.. I prob didnt realize cuz I spent most of my time with her, and the rest of the time covering it up to certain people... like mother... who would lecture me about young people. Or other friends who'd get mad taht I was hanging out with Brit and not them... perhaps if i had jsut LIVED and not hidden it would have been easier.. although at the time that really felt easier.. and it still does. if people dont like to hear things, why tell them right?
And it was stupid reasons. Like they never said, EW BRIT DONT HANG OUT WITH HER.. all they said was, ugh.. 15 year old??? but... age doesnt matter to me so id always say, ya so what. People and I just had diff views.
yah, anwyays, sorry I just read an away message that connected thru to me working and her visiting. prob better anyways since i dont necessarliy get visitors.. but i know a lot of people that shop there so it looks like im always just talking to people. Oh and i of course get the occasional visit from zach.... er. Him and that little creature walk in.. stare at me... giggle giggle.. walk out.. like honestly.. at first i was cool with it.. its a store.. but then the 3rd time they did it.. and DIDNT buy anything... i started to follow them out. hahah
like honestly, grow the fuck up... gag vomit neighbor... gag vomit.. I see his mom ALL the time in Rite Aid just talked to her yesterday. i'd like to become cool with Zach too. IDK what his problem is with me. I didnt do anythign to him. Yah I told brit the truth... she deserved to hear it. He can get pissy about that.. why cuz I ruined him getting laid? no. Cuz I didnt,w ell. She still talked to him after I told her.. and she hated me more, and then she foudn out thru something else about him?!?! So why do I get blamed for fuckin everything
just cuz I take it??? Ill just sit hear and type in my journal instead of thinking up awful revenge?
whatever.. work time.. hooray... 945 145... lovely 4 hour shift... and i bet no one i enjoy is working... like <3 Skylar <3 haha ok thats all i enjoy