way to go me for being a baby!! i was digging thru a drawer looking for my real nice journal thats leather and everything... and guess whats in it!!!! The birthday card!!! with the piece of paper... that kills me everytime i see it or think of it... "Thanks for always being there no matter waht even if i didnt want you to be...." there's the stab (I stabbed myself remember... heres the fuckin twist "no matter what i say i will always need you"..... TTTTTTWWWWIIIIISSSSSTTTTT


I am such an ass. I hate myself for doing this to you.