there's gotta be a reason why we cant both let go... i dont think she had let go.. or else she wouldnt keep fuckin with me... or.. why IM me and tell me about the car accident.. im pretty sure she knew i didnt like Mark... so why tell me...?? once again.. its the whole.. someone who supposedly doesnt care.. wouldnt do that... so im just getting annoyed that her and i cant either just be friends... or be... idk just not enemies...


perhaps deep down i know why... a lot better than she knows why... which thats probably never gonna be said iether... so.. maybe this journal thing wont work..