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technically i shouldnt be writing in here since... well. Im not gonna try anymore.. cuz she's got me convinced im bad for her. so... this is what she wanted.. so this is what she got.. im done trying with eeverything... i just hate that it had to be like this. oh well.. life goes on... sometimes. i better go to bed.. im not thinking well otnight.. but thats what happens when your emotionally drained. once im out of CSC ill be so much better.. around real friends... well.. idk why im writing about this stuff in here...