So I almost knocked out my roomies bf last night... he was being obnoxious.. and we were playing beruit and he just walked in and started drinking my cups... so i shoved him... and he got in my face and told me to hit him so i kept shoving instead... cuz if i hit him all hell would break lose... and guess how i didnt hit him?? Well first i was trying to pretend it was Em i would have hit... but i couldnt picture us ever getting like that.. so then i pictured her... and since we do get in fights all the time... i didnt hit him.. cuz i could never hit her.. so tahts a plus!!! She prob saved my life last night!! hahah. it just kinda scared me that i thought of Em... then her... and not like other people... since the whole.... ending friendship seesm to be happening. I will need to find someone else who will work next time...
but oh well, she saved my ass.. cuz knocking about the roommates bf... not a good idea... and not hitting him over a lost friend... kinda rough on the mind but.... it worked.. alright time to watch Liar Liar... Timmy LOVED this movie.. I can still hear his laugh... hah... especilaly the pen part... that and the goose blooper was his fave...:-\... god i really miss him...:'( i almost emailed the lawyer to see.. eeeh wrong journal!! later!