I still dunno if i have closure... u couldnlt really give me a reason it ended.. and its not like uve found some1.. amy doesnt count..

Ha.. i hope this isnt a repeat of last yr when we had to part... i cried wayyyy too much. its not goodbye.. but its not a happy endin..

We dont get the happy ending.. bye.

What woulda happened if i never went to rumford?? it wasnt negative.. it was good.. u woulda left me anyway..

U gave me an instant headache

Peace. done.

On our way to az.. almost feels real.. if we werent in her car... i kinda forget shes out back ha..

Ur so over it. im soooo flippin stupid. there is always a downside to positivity.. ha. we arent havin a fairy tale ending...

My head believes thats a good thing but my heart doesnt... arizona will be interesting.. then tata.. ha or bye. hhmm. last nite.

Im not fighting to be number one.. i had my chance.. im fighting to not be forgettable.. dont i at least desever that..