Its so ... idk the word. Im ready to move on, I pretty much have moved on. Like, yes I miss the friendship.... but... i understand that she doesnt want to see me...but the part I cant handle.. is that i dont know all of what i did.... and i cant forgive myself yet... cuz i wont forgive myself for something that i dont know.. cuz then i wont know what it is and ill keep doing it... so im like... stuck. cuz... i hate myself for.. doing what i did...(whatever it all is) then i also hate myself since i wont just forgive myself...
bu honestly... its hard enough to forgive yourself for something you KNOW you did... but how can i forgive myself for something Im not aware of...?
Friday, March 3, 2006
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