Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Long time.. no time.
Our good times have come to an end. 2008 is the promise to a new life.. without you.. and it could be like a new life.. cuz I truly feel like I have died on the inside... so thank you for all the pain and misery you have caused. At least I know it can only get better from here.. and it certainly has.. and if for some reason you read this.. cuz ha you were supposed to always love me.. dont come back. Save the effort for elsewhere cuz if you even cared one bit you would not have put me or your family thru the pain you did. So go kill yourself in portland... cuz that's what will happen. Im gonna continue with my dreams.. I will end up in Arizona.. and I will end up with someone who truly loves me and we will be together forever.. I give you and Amy.. or Tara.. or Whomever your "in love with".. til the end of summer.. cuz you can't stop your need for change.. thirst for something new.. cuz you can't find yourself.. and you never will if you keep looking in everyone but yourself.. So.. um... good bye.
Friday, May 25, 2007
This is my farewell to you
There's nothing left for me to do.. I dunno what's happened.. I love how i reassured myself that we would always work our way back to one another... yet.. when you come back i wont be there.. you'll just be another memory. another best friend no one gets to me but always hears about. Ill prob cry over you til the day i die.. Im sure you will cross my mind at least once a day til the day i die.. i feel like i could still live my life for you... or die for you.. or lack of you.. anyway... this is my final good bye. I need to start my process to cope.. and i can't turn back.. It'll be like at longhorn.. any thought of you making me anxious... just 1000000 times worse since you have meant more to me than everything combined in my life.. Good Bye Babers... TATA.. I love you, as always.. maybe, hopefully talk to you again soon.. But more than likely good bye. But that doesn't change the always. ALWAYS. <3
